In many ways I've left behind the things and loves I cherished most, and yet as years go by the word adios is bound to me with sounds of austral doves, of unreal Patagonian skies, where a circling bird
will swoop to snatch a creature fleeing in the brush; of trails the Puelche stalked in bygone days, of Indian camps so far removed from noise and rush, when armies hadn't sliced the steppes with railways
built to traffic guns, nor white man purged the boundless plains of jaguars and ñandús. Now concrete dams and pylons emerge on cactus lands, now bones shed lucent hues
on tablelands swept dry by singing winds. Thus memory is laced with images of childhood pastures, as well as tender things the mind will not let go despite the ravages
of time and loss. So to the present day I smile to think of worlds I lost, of red horizons receding in a cone of southern light, as all the while the spirits summon me from mythic pantheons
of Patagonian lore. Yet in the midst of fading thoughts that grip my heart, or force an odd grimace to cling to phantom walls, I cannot bring alive the swaying poplar trees, nor speak to you, nor touch your face.
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